Something is happening to me

My life actually is just like the same song I’m listening now “Something is happening to me”. Because to those who didn’t know it is that I moved to Vienna for a while, ok, that sounds pretty ambitious. It’s just a month of “holidays” with a German course included. And I’m very happy because Vienna is one of my favourite places on the earth. Especially because my story in Europe started here.

I would like also to say, that as usual surprises took me … yes, by surprise. And some good new things happened. People I expected to be not nice at the course are even nicer, and those who I thought forgot me in time, did their best polite appearance. So I appreciate how life is letting me know things are not as I used to think. Mostly because I can’t consider myself with super powers to guess what is going on all around and yes, sad but true, or good and true, depends, I tend to dream a lot. This “gift” with time is tending to be under control because, we all cannot go through life dreaming without acting. But in the other hand, I do think we need some dreams to get further and put some good energy there.

So the thing is that I’m not only lonely I’m very lonely because even people in the flat aren’t here. But there is something, I feel great like this. I’m very happy I came to watch myself practicing or pretending other “roles”. That’s what I wanted to say, that we all play some roles at home, but when you move this way it’s great because people will believe whatever you create from yourself. But don’t misunderstand; I don’t like to take advantage from the others. I’m just talking about playing with our roles.

Since now I’m also looking for my inspiration because I’m starting to believe it is in vacation too.

Other thing is that my favourite human place is the train, metro, this way of transportation. And it is very interesting compared to Barcelona that people here is so quiet. Actually the country is so quiet. And other people tend to mark people of Eastern Europe (or Western Europe?) as cold, but they are beside polite very friendly. Ok maybe not at the airport. I might warn you that if you ever come, people will fight to get the best place to get their suitcases- as ever-. Besides food is good, weather is good and this is also turning into a good cheap description of a cheap trip guide. So let’s see what’s coming next here.

And the playlist has two songs (complete both!):

Panic At the Disco

The Green Gentleman

Things are shaping up to be pretty odd.
Little deaths in musical beds.
So it seems I’m someone I’ve never met.

You will only hear these elegant crimes,
Fall on your ears from criminal dimes.
They spill unfound from a pretty mouth.

Everybody gets there and everybody gets their, and everybody gets their way.
I never said I missed her when everybody kissed her,
Now I’m the only one to blame.

Things have changed for me, and that’s okay.
I feel the same, I’m on my way, and I say.
Things have changed for me, and that’s okay.

I want to go where everyone goes,
I want to know what everyone knows,
I want to go where everyone feels the same.

I never said I’d leave the city,
I never said I’d leave this town.
A falling out we won’t tiptoe about.

Everybody gets there and everybody gets their, and everybody gets their way.
I never said I missed her when everybody kissed her,
Now I’m the only one to blame.

Things have changed for me, and that’s okay.
I feel the same, I'm on my way, and I say.
Things have changed for me, and that’s okay.
I feel the same, and I say.
Things have changed for me, and that’s okay.
(Well things have changed for me, come on everybody let's dance and sing)
I feel the same, and I say
(I'm singing it all night long, come on everybody and join along, I'm singing)
Things have changed for me, and that's okay
(Well things have changed for me, come on everyone let's dance and sing)
I feel the same, and I say
(I'm singing it all night long, come on everybody let's sing along)
Things have changed for me, and that's okay,
I'm on my way, and I say.

Things have changed for me.

R.E.M.

Hollow Man

I've been lost inside my head
Echoes fall on me
I took the priceless night for complicated mess
Persuading things I didn't mean and don't believe

Believe in me
Believe in nothing
Corner me
And make me something
I've become the hollow man, I
I've become the hollow man I see

Oh, I see this echoing
You have placed your trust in me
I went upside down
I emptied up the room
Thirty seconds left
I can't believe you held your ground

Believe in me
Believe in nothing

Corner me
And make me something
I've become the hollow man, I
I've become the hollow man I see

I'm overwhelmed
I'm on repeat
I'm emptied out
I'm incomplete
You trusted me
I want to show you
I don't want to be the hollow man

Believe in me
Believe in nothing
Corner me
And make me something
I've become the hollow man, I
I've become the hollow man I see
I see

Pensacola, few days later…

Hey Mars, would you mind to call home? We are worried Love is lost because he is not picking up the phone for days. We thought he was with you or said so.

In the local news just “if you didn’t know”, your sister is taller and Benji is barking the whole night. Uncle Robbie is also asking if you could bring some pumpkin pie, he’s sad since you left and has no clue (as us der!).

Please Take care and don’t drive late at night.

Loves you,

Mom