What’s the worst part to continue with an old project? Why we leave things that we used to like or to love to do? And when’s the right moment to go kind of “back” and keep on going on the track?
I have suddenly thousand questions and I’m trying to find the answers through a kaleidoscope. No doubt colours are changing day by day, from time to time or from one song to the other. Even people, even our cells! We are in a continuous change where forms are constructed nearly by the same materials but there’s something moving in there. Nothing is the same and not because of that, should be bad nor melancholic.
Then I jump back into this city and dive into all those things that I used to do but not any longer. Why then? …I ask myself. Why did I stop or when is the moment to continue or re-arrange a new appointment with our past habits?
I think I used to love to sit in a little square and have a beer but it was just done few times, I think I remember I used to listen to music by nights, in the darkness, when everything was off. The city is so beautiful by night as well. When silence, that precious thing, comes out and you’ve just got enough time to enjoy it.
When was the last time you listened to music without doing anything else but that? – That was one of the questions my music teacher made me once and I think I just made it not so long time ago, but not as often as I would love to. Then, what are we doing with our daily stuff? The one that we forget? Like just laying quiet or sitting quiet and then letting the music or the silence invade our rooms… Fantastic when we become rich by enjoying to do nothing and then really nothing comes there to interrupt that. Actually then I think about the surgeons… how is the life of a cardiologist? Such a poetic job but such less time… Doctors. Since they’ve got invisible wings to save us, I would say we are very lucky when we have got the time.
Anyway… I’m again swimming everywhere but not where I would like to. About keeping getting the time, I mean that, because it’s obvious I interrupted my writing for a while. But then, it was the time I was eating boxes of tangerines like Regina Spektor says in one of her songs. We dump some good things that might be reconsidered and continued. Perhaps with a different motivation, but in the same way.
Another thing that concerns me is to listen to the things that come on my way by “accident”. I don’t attribute things happen just by casualties, since there’s always a reason in my very personal opinion of course. I’ve got a very interesting video that I would love you to see. I think it was the best visual present I’ve got this year. Have a look and make your opinions. That would be awesome to think for the next entry. To continue dreaming or better to say it’s not time for being negative.
-Miss Mars, what are you going to do?
-Well, to wait until I have a clearer direction to follow.
-I think we already talked about it.
-Right, but its uncertain the way you want us to get that information. Because I want to understand the only thing you need is neither an object nor a material thing.
-Yes you are very right and I’m afraid things might get worse. Our new friends have jus decided to break their codes to declare war to us.
-I don’t understand.
-If you can imagine, they are much closed people, like us, they don’t let suspects enter their circles. But one of our families did and he thinks is the best way to bet.
-How do you mean?
-Tadeusz, one of our young boys, he just fell in love with the daughter of “the Sicilian”. One of the big friends, the one who’s in charge of the East coast. And of course, we need to make some deal to get part on the cake.
-Like what?
-Tons of products might be delivered and might become into “interesting pearls” to our interests.
-I see
-It is not that easy, it is not we only need a pair of ears, we need you to act. It could be there are some papers we need.
-What?! What the hell are you talking about?!
-I told you, it was not that easy…
From our dear dear friend here we go to get some freshness for the summer:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AcpXBJZvqiQ&feature=related
And just to remember old times…
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IhZKh0sXT1s
